once again you shut out on me.
everytime something happens,
you just shut away.
shut your phone,the com or whatever.
again and again.
im growing tired of this behavior of yours.
you think this will solve things.
well too bad.
it makes everything worse.
it angers me even more.
i dont know what will happen if u carry on being like that.
and i really hate the way u fucking shut off like that!
rage anger frustrations.
so you think its damn cool lah.
thanks for making my anger worse.
its your masterpiece.

you wanna know what caused all my changes.
right?
u used to think i was the best among the three.
the times we cried tgt and everything.
well i've got something to say now.
everything rotten about me now,
i've got someone to thank.
and you know who exactly it is.
THAT GIRL NEXT DOOR.
you saw how high i climbed,
and how i fell.
i didnt keep mum abt criticism about you.
but ya know wad?
i guess aft The girl next door,
i couldnt feel anything at all.
not even a friend's love.
and its not entirely her fault i know.
well,if the friendship is genuine..
we'll make it through.
i'm leaving it to fate.
we all need to cool off.
thanks for being there when i was out and down.

nothing much to blog.
boring life.
wonder why singapore so small.
why everything is so not interesting.
hope can have some crazy fun on 1st April.
come on!! lets party till we drop!!
it should be really fun on that night.
i wanna play with baby tomorrow!!!!
yeah yeah yeah.

thats all folks.
im done with my boring craps.

I am so HAPPY today!!!
woke up early in the morning like 9am?
went fro breakfast and headed off to east coast.
Cheryl had her jogging session with Willy.
I had my biking session with Fatty.
Rode to the end part and guess who i saw?
ELVIN NG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear that he is so fucking shuai and cute lah!!!!!
they were filming some new show.
so we wait to see more.
actually it was me lah.
Cheryl was getting impatient so off she went with Willy.
Left me and Fatty waiting.
and finally they finished shooting.
and ELVIN NG ran past us to go change in the bus.
Fatty wanted me go up talk to him but i was scared.
so missed the chance.
after ELVIN got changed,he headed to the washroom.
i was so happy lah.cos it means haven finish.
they aint going off yet.si i still get to talk to him.
Fatty waited outside the washroom and he came out.
Fatty told him i like him alot.
and HE SHOOK MY HANDS!!!!!!!!!!
he is soooo shuai okay.
his eyes really very attractive lorh.
awww......
den he had to rush off for filming session.
heehee....
he is so shuai lah.plus cute and attractive.
lalalalalalalalalala.
im so gonna turn straight already...


I decided.

I shall treat my Fatty better.



I LOVE ELVIN NG LAH. =)

oh and fatty too.(or she's gonna scold me.)

i feel so unloved.

dont you think that life is unfair?

since when u were a baby,
u had more bushy and messy hair than others.
but the baby beside u looked neater,
ppl start saying oh that baby is so cute!
but they are refering to the baby beside u.
when u caught their eyes,
they say eeww look at that baby.SO GROSS.

when u grew older,aunties flood your cousin with toys.
but u had none from any of them.
just bacause you had a more ugly looking bucked tooth.

or you went shopping and saw this toy u liked ALOT.
but your parents didnt wanna get it for u.
so you skipped meals in sch just to save up.
finally when u had the money and went back to the shop,
u saw your very rich classmate walking away with it.
she turned back and gave u that smile.
u just feel like slapping her till all her teeth drops out.

during secondary school,u secretly admired this girl for ages.
but when u finally had the courage to tell her u like her,
she rejected you and chose your buddy.
the reason is he's rich enough to get her fancy stuffs.

the worst thing is you LOVED sports.
but your results is not good enough.
so instead of poly,u downgraded to ite.
just for the course that you LOVE and interested in.
you were called up for interview.
your friend got herself a friendly and enthu interviewer.
but wad u got was a stupid sacastic,sceptic interviewer.
who shoot you back with something in wadever u say.
thats alright.trying to comfort yourself.
the results were out.
your friend got in successfully.
when u tore open the envelope,
it said We regret to inform u ur application is
NOT SUCCESSFUL
is results everything to where u can go?
what about passion?
what about the love and enthu you have for that something
what about other factors?
interest?
is all these unimportant compared to RESULTS?

if that is the case,
I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY.
CONDEMN ME FOR ALL I CARE.

to hell with all those passion,interested,enthu,love.
BULLSHIT.

is that the way how education system work?
no gd results = NO DREAMS,NO STUDIES.

now tell me,
how UNFAIR IS THIS?

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's ok
There's nothing left to say,
but Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you And on with my life
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday

fatty is not around.
so boring.
i thin one day i'll go blind playing game.
been gaming whole day these days.
i wanna go tanning!!!!!!!!
fatty please faster come back.
and we can ask chris and yaya go together.
blog seems dead nowadays.
also nothing to blog about.

ITS SO BORING!!!

its another boring day.
went for dim sum den prawned.
the harvest was no bad.
cheryl managed to catch quite afew prawns.
plus our "seafood" gave us some.
met a friend there and i found a FISHING KAKI!!!
i am going fishing with him next week!!!!!!
something embarrassing happened.
the boss was checking out the filter,
so they opened up the planks.
i was transferring prawns to my friend,
didnt see the hole and fell right in!!
luckily the boss caught hold of me.
or i would have drowned or ''kiap-ed'' to death.

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wah its been so long since i blog.
shall update abit.
nothing much though.
been prawning quite alot.
and the usual stuff.
eat,sleep,shopping,shitting,playing.
had my school interview ytd.
oh my god im so worried abt it.
the person shoot me for whatever i say lah.
kns lor.
came across this post which i think its nice.
shall share it with everyone.

-Love Is Blind-

There was this girl who hated herself,
just bacause she is blind.
She hated everyone around her,except her boyfriend.
He was there for her all the time.
She said that is she could only see the world,
she would marry him.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her
and the she can see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her
"Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend
was blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears,
and later wrote a letter to her saying
"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status change.
Only few would remember what life was before,
and who has always been there even in the most
painful situations.

that's all folks.
im done with my crap.