Date:
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Time:
2:31 PM
31.01.08
Procrastination running circles in my head
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by my childish fears.
If you could see how much i feel
and understand my point of view of Love.
Look into my heart and you'll see my fears.
Aghast by the fact how ever changing Love is.
Questions running around in my mind
there's too many questions with no answers
We need to show more of our feelings
Its so beautiful,it makes you wanna cry
Date:
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Time:
2:10 PM
30/01/08
Disappointment
Why should we be keeping things from one another?
whats the reason for being so complicated,
when we can actually be so simple and true?
Masks we put on so many of it,
to the extent that we dont know who we are anymore.
I thought i knew you,i thought.
But i was proven wrong time and time again.
Seems that you are like any others,
even to me you put on a dozen of masks.
I misplaced my trust in humans
I've tried too hard to love
so burdened now,i don't wanna try anymore.
Date:
Monday, January 28, 2008
Time:
12:19 AM
28/01/08
Pack up and move on
Many times in life we want to stay,
but we have to force ourselves to learn and move on.
There's too much that time cannot erase
and this pain is just too real.
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And i know it's no more
I should have never let you hold me
Maybe why i'm so sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart.
My mind is gone, i'm spinning around
And deep inside, my tear i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how i feel.
I'll be on my way but my love stays
Date:
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Time:
11:59 PM
26/01/08
lets PLAY
went to Play with long time no see friends.
Pictures shall do all the talking for me
Dine, Nad, Swan, Jamie, Kenneth, Johnne and his 2 friends,
and that cheryl that came super late.
while dancing 2 very hilarious scene took place.
First we have miss swanny dancing to the music till suddenly.. she was elavated.
It took me awhile to realise that she was being lifted up my a gay almost shorter than her. I
t was so funny..I laughed my guts out. she was practically bouncing in the air..
aiya tell you she enjoys it. HAHA. He kissed her and walked out in the end. LOL.
The 2nd one is so... hawt.
There was like this gay pestering kenneth and asking him where he lives at and all.
It took like awhile to look away and look back to find them making out.
He was so licking and kissing Kenneth's chest can.
-copied from Christine's.
The night was so high and wild,we kinda lost our senses.
Date:
Time:
12:33 PM
26/01/08
Happy Birthday Furby!!!
the first to hit 20 among us :)
hope you enjoyed the dinner and presents.
details will be on furby's blog when she's back from camp!
Dont wish to talk about PRSS cos im so upset abt it.
im still sick sick sick.
supposed to be in the SM camp now,
but i got sent back ytd cos heat stroke?dehydration?
whatever it is,i didnt die.
Confusion is killing me so badly.
no doubts we've drifted miles apart.
sometimes we just gotta force ourselves to learn
i cant get the words out from me
Just hope that you'll be happy.
she's gone too far
Date:
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Time:
9:35 AM
17/01/08
WE REPEL LIKE MAGNETS
I'm feeling guilty that i haven't been contributing to projs.
IM SO SORRY!!!
so i'm trying to make it up by completing proj2 for ETP.
SUPPOSED to have training ytd
but but but
last min coach was on MC so it was cancelled :(
but but but we still went to play ball!!!
Dearest ankle,please recover soon,i want to play ball.
cough,sore throat and fever came to visit me,
so now i'm like half dying.
Seems like i'm done here-
Date:
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Time:
8:23 PM
15/01/08
I've been living in confusion these days
Been rather restless and frustrated these few days,
im so not in the back-to-school mood.
Complaining non stop and disturbing classmates
i bet their ears are having hell of a time.
Basketball training tmr,i hope i can release some stress
i miss camp and dread the coming SM camp :(
My mind hasnt been functioning well
i dont know what i'm doing or want to do.
You take the sanity in me away-
Date:
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Time:
12:30 AM
13/01/08
i have a bad feeling about this.
The mouth says:
i'm going away cause i'm done here.
i gave what i could,as well as what i couldnt.
there's nothing else i could do for you.
I'm tired tht its always someone else.......
but never me.
The heart says:
I still like you very much
and i won't be me if i cld walk away from you.
i hope one day you can tell me,
it's my turn and there's only me.
I can say it out now,
i miss her
she's got someone new :(
Date:
Friday, January 11, 2008
Time:
10:28 PM
11/01/08
hello world,im finally back from camp.
CHIJ Katong Convent Girls
buddy up with funniest guy around,Ahmad.
i must say i've learnt alot from him these days.
Class 1: Mummy's Angel
My class was the only grp with most problems,
be it internal conflicts or first aid.
Overall they are still a bunch of lovely girls
campfire was superb,thanks to Ahmad and Akasha.
totally enjoyed myself during this camp,
except the late debriefs and not so cooperative weather.
Cried when we all bid goodbye before they board the bus,
its really saddening and see them cry just makes u cry too.
3days2night isnt a long time,isnt very short either.
its enough to bond us together already
But all good things come to an end too.
Hope you girls enjoyed the camp as well,
and may God bless you always.
Hahahahahaha i love this. :)
Someone wrote in the evaluation form;
Swan(super SWEET)
Lols.i didnt know that :D
another thing that i love,
TWINbananas
This time i finally mastered the courage to lead the cohort,
stand infront of the whole cohort and lead isnt easy at all!
My legs were like jelly,heart pounding voice trembling inside.
but i manage to pull it thru and GOOD JOB SWAN!!!
and i took initiative to help Jenna do rahrah session!!
good start good start.Its all gonna come rolling naturally
Buck up on the cheers and songs!!!
maybe one day you'll see me as campfire MC. :)
Live your dreams-
imissedyou
Date:
Monday, January 07, 2008
Time:
11:58 PM
8/01/08
i'm gonna miss you.
Again i'll stand by the sea,hunger for your touch.
honey,embrace me in your arms like you did,
we're spending the rest of the time kissing.
i'll perk up at the thought of you :)
pls tell me i'll see you asap.
no lovely thing this time :(
isemsila-
Date:
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Time:
12:33 AM
06/01/08
FINALLY BACK TO MY LOVELY BED.
In whole,camp was alright.
activities were carried out quite smoothly,
except the heavy rain in the morning that almost froze us all.
and and and
i couldnt sleep at night!!!
so hot and stuffy i almost died lah. :(
i still love grey blanket the best.
I didnt get any darker!!!
cos the sky was so cloudy when water activities were carried out.
but but but
i'll look forward to the sunny day coming up!
KC camp coming up this Wed
yes people,off to camp AGAIN.
Pictures coming up---
Amelia Koh RuiEn
Xinlin the copy cat
There you go,some of my group girls
These days i've missed you like i nv miss before
the cold wind brush across my face at night,
i yearn for your warming hugs,
and seductive kisses that makes me blush.
I think about how is it like to have you there that very moment
i stand by the sea and shout out loud,
letting the wind carry my misses i shouted to you.
Perhaps it never got to you
the days when you weren't there.
The lovely thing is still there :)
isemsila-
Date:
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Time:
12:19 AM
2/1/08
i miss you,i really do.
need you like the air i breathe.
Alone i stand by the sea looking at the sun rise and set,
i wonder how great it'd be having you here with me.
I just realised something lovely :)
Isemsila-
Date:
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Time:
3:01 AM
1/1/08
First post for year 2008!!!
Happy New Year people.
all of us have different wishes for this new year.
Mine?
a very simple one.
i wish our feelings will not die and love will come to us.
One day,one day we will.
im so sure i'm not lying to myself.
Dont push me away anymore. :(
im gg for camp tonight,pls miss me.