Be A Good Kid & Shut Up


Date: Thursday, April 24, 2008
Time: 12:30 PM
24/4/08

Free fall from 80th storey

Why should i let every one of you know how i'm feeling inside?
Its not like you'd care.
Things seems to be going downhill
cause i dont feel like a human now.
I feel fucking wasted and shitty
why?
cause you see,
friends i have but seems like,
we're friends only when we're together.
Or maybe it's just me.
You shut me out first
Now even my life is a in big mess,
i don't need you though i need you here.

Empty spaces fill me up with disappointment



Date: Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Time: 10:07 AM
23/4/08

Down and out

Take my hand and guide me through love,
cause i seek it yet i know it not.
Love is not love when you stay just to honour promises
You do not love me for you can live without me.
My eyes wide open i stare blankly,tears formed.
I try my best to not let myself go cold,
Realised big brown eyes can hypnotize
Getting lost in el ritmo she whispers te quiero,te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation
Can't help my infatuation,my growing infatuation.
Her eyes light up as i melt within
Feels so good it must be a sin
I can't stop what i started,i'm giving in
In the silence her heartbeat is music to me.
Tried to take a picture of love
Didnt think i'd miss her this much.
Tried to write a letter in ink,
Its been getting better i think.
I've got a piece of paper but its empty
Maybe we're trying,trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart,
Maybe timing is beating our hearts.

Im in love with love itself,not anyone else


Date: Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Time: 8:50 AM
22/4/08

Sit stare and think

i stared blankly at the com with a brain block
till im running late for class.
We can spend the whole night making faces,
kiss till the morning light comes.
Everytime our eyes meet i get this feeling inside me,
its almost more than i can take.
BRAIN BLOCK

who what where why when


Date: Sunday, April 20, 2008
Time: 5:51 PM
20/4/08

Its been so long

Time has gone so far since we met,
or even spoke to each other.
But all we did ytd was hi and bye.
Time has devoured all we USED TO share
its far its distant, what is it?
Words i cant verbalise, stuck in my mind.
Heahweusedtobesuchgoodfriends

If all good things come to an end,
i'd rather you be the bad thing.
I'm afraid,jealous filled with lust and anger
in between us there is unspoken physics.
Butterflies in my stomach



Date: Thursday, April 03, 2008
Time: 8:53 PM
3/04/08

Confession of a broken heart

Though we gotta say goodbye for the summer
Baby i promise you this,
I'll send you my love everyday in a letter sealed with a kiss.
I wonder if you can feel my love from our distance
Your shiny mesmerizing eyes are the stars in my night
Are you looking for love or just no obligations passion?
I remember the very first time i looked into your eyes,
i was overwelmed by the passion being attracted to you.
What can i do, to make you mine.
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
What did i say, what did you do.
How did i fall in love with you?
I dont wanna be alone tonight.
Love is about for the first time

Are we in love or just the passion?
perhaps it's just your name