Be A Good Kid & Shut Up


Date: Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Time: 8:43 PM
31/10/07

Future is fear when its unknown.
But joy when you know it.
My future with you,
as joyful as being on the top of the world.

Its my bad that i cant express myself well,
but for you i've been trying my best.
Sometimes i feel like you too
But my dear,the cup will alw be black if you say it is.
I really wish time was longer,more than 24hours a day.
so i could have a little more time to look at you.


SS is coming alrdy,
cause im having serious mood swings!
if only you were here to hug me close.
Ok SWAN,stop being such a baby lah!!
act cute! : (


ITESC GIRLS FINAL MATCH IS ON MONDAY!!
come on CE!!!! We can do it alright!!
lets focus focus focus,
give all what we have in us for the crucial match!!!
JIA YOU.



Date: Sunday, October 28, 2007
Time: 9:07 PM
28/10/07

Camp from 25-27 was great!!
lots of laughter and activities.
now im so burnt!!!
BLACK SWAN
Fubs! lets do it again again!!!
im so deprived of sleep now lah.
and the BIG DAY is tmr!
come on Team CE,we can do it!!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!


Date: Sunday, October 21, 2007
Time: 1:34 AM
21/10/07

i hate goodbyes
hate walking away from you
cant sleep
cant eat
cant work
cant stop thinking.
The feeling is suicidal
once again i feel lost,senseless.
dont know what the fuck im typing
so much i wanna say but doesnt come out

Love is destructive
i will always be at where you left me


Date: Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Time: 12:04 AM
16/10/07

I can never get enough of you.
my appetite for your attention is never ending

Goodnight


Date: Monday, October 15, 2007
Time: 12:19 AM
15/10/07

its was a sunday filled with laughter
very enjoyable ice cream invasion and large dinner
but under the fun hides down feelings.
i try to hide but my facial expressions tells it all.
hate myself for not able to contain emotions.
its getting harder to live each day w/o seeing you.
i don't feel good,for a secret reason.
but all this discomfort will be kept,
as much as i can contain in me.
I guess i'm missing you too much

The fucking gastric is back haunting me!
trust me,it fucking hell hurts ALOT
So people,please take care of your damn stomach.


Date: Friday, October 12, 2007
Time: 12:03 AM
12/10/07

looking at desktop wallpaper,
i relive the good old times we used to have.
the most sincere laughters we no longer share.
things have gone quite bad
pretendence is all we care.
i should start facing the fact
time to prepare,
i'll put on my best for the meet up.
we no longer have time for each other

Everything you said i try engraving it to my head
To show you sincerity and not let our love fall dead.
Similarity understands better,one day i'll convince you

She loves licking eye balls :)


Date: Thursday, October 11, 2007
Time: 12:11 AM
11/10/07

you made me true again.
everything i desire is in you.

fucking sweet love :)


Date: Monday, October 08, 2007
Time: 11:29 PM
8/10/07

its time for a meet up
we used to see each other everyday,
but i haven seen some of you for close to a month.
things kept unsaid were left there
maybe time will cover these ugly scenes,MAYBE.
the meet ups,talks,outings,dinner sessions disappeared
only thoughts were left behind.
nothing can replace Madness Day.
we all know that right?
i missed the madness we used to have everyday


As long as you feel for me,
nothing else matters anymore.
Love is very serious,you taught me tht
and i do love you.
We will learn to love each other.
i am bad with words and actions,
but my eyes tells it all under the dim light
and i know your heart heard it loud and clear.

The way i'm feeling for you
We will take it nice and slow.


She said
"beautiful are the open skies, when i sit here alone, with you."
"With your arms around me tight, I can sit here till the morning light."
She is the sweetest romance :)


Date: Saturday, October 06, 2007
Time: 3:58 PM
6/10/07

Missing you is like screaming to the world
I'm not romantic,i dont know how to capture moments
One thing for sure,i wanna make you happy.
The weather is so bad it feels like a storm is coming.
i wish i could read your mind

afraid


Date: Friday, October 05, 2007
Time: 3:57 AM
05/10/07

Darkness isnt the absence of light
Its the absence of you,my dear.

What shall I do with all the days and hours

That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
Between this time and that sweet time of grace?

Your scent is in my nose
I got hooked up with your addictive kisses


Date: Thursday, October 04, 2007
Time: 12:05 PM

All days are nights till i see Thee,
and nights bright days when dreams do show Thee to me.
Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,if I knew you were missing me too.
Life is so short, so fast the lone hours fly,
We ought to be together, you and I.

Dont put me into what i went through.
Just keep holding me close.

The weather is really very bad nowadays


Date: Monday, October 01, 2007
Time: 7:31 AM
1/10/07

we know its drifting apart
and its kinda sad,so sad.

we'll nv be able to talk it out

this is just another of those days