Just because you can't see the wound doesnt mean it's not hurting. It scars all the time, but it heals. So till the time it heals, which is god knows when, i'm fucking hurting inside with every moment passing by.
I don't wanna be here, i wanna live in my happy dreams. Where i'd like to be, is few months back.

These dreams are haunting me like nightmares, it freaks me out cause i wake up smiling instead of screaming. Just why do i deserve all this hurt?

whenever i'm sad, i smell the fragrance of the flowers
i miss you, i touch your scent
walking the distance, fleeting in the wind
i feel as though i could touch your breath

you know, you don't know my heart
i miss you. i write a letter again
plucking a petal of my shy heart
i send it to you

i smile. when it's hard, i smile.
even though i'm alone, i'm happy
though i have to watch you from far away, far away
and you don't walk towards me one step

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart

at the sound of your cheerful song
my seemingly shy heart starts to thud
lest should you see me like this
i hide again gently

i smile. even though i'm lonely, i smile
i've done okay so far by myself
though i look at your back figure without a word, without a word
though i want to hold your soft hands

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you make memories in my heart like a star
just a little, i want to lean on your warm shoulders and fall asleep

this is probably destiny. it's probably love.
could you know, this heart of mine?

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart

just a little, i miss you

just a little,but a little too much.

even though i tell it not to go,
even though i tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease
why is my love like this

one by one, i count and count the memories
my heart can't rest for even a moment
it'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
why can't i even throw them away

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
i love only you, only you
can't you just tell me?

even if i hold out my hands,
no matter how much i call out
you're always far from me
it'll be a love that becomes painful scars
why can't i erase it

i try to comfort myself with the lie
that i'm happy if you just smile
because the place you're going towards is not me,
the lonely tears flow

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have gone crazy over this hard love
can't have you, can't forget you
waiting for you day by day

i must have gotten ill from missing you so much,
from loving you too much
just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
can't you just share it with me

can't you love me
no you cant no you cant

Because i'm so foolish, i know only you
you who are looking at someone else,
you probably don't know my heart

there is no me in your day,
probably not even in your memories
but i'm looking at only you as my tears continue to fall

i'm happy with looking at your back figure
though you still don't know my heart
though at the end, you'll just brush past me

the days that i miss you so much
the days when it's too hard to bear
the words "i love you" are dancing on my lips
once again, alone, crying for you
once again, alone, missing for you
baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you

there is no me in your day,
probably not even in your memories
but i'm looking at only you,
making memories by myself

to me, love is like a beautiful wound
even though i see your pretty smile,
i can't smile with you

the days that i miss you so much
the days when it's too hard to bear
the words "i miss you" are dancing on my lips
once again, alone, crying for you
once again, alone, missing for you
baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you

bye bye, never say goodbye
though i can't hold onto you
i need you, i can't say anything else
i want you, i'll wish and wish again

the days that i miss you so much
the days when it's too hard to bear
the words "i love you" are dancing on my lips
once again, alone, crying for you

the days when you fill up my thoughts
the days when my heart grows cold and i'm sad
the words "i miss you" are dancing on my lips
once again, alone, crying for you
once again, alone, missing for you

You speak in circles and it makes me wonder hard,
about the things that i cant make out its meanings.

People often die for things they cant have
For me,its you

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swan you bloody loser

isnt there something that can save me?