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Date:
Friday, September 04, 2009
Time:
12:03 AM
drifted apart
Just because you can't see the wound doesnt mean it's not hurting. It scars all the time, but it heals. So till the time it heals, which is god knows when, i'm fucking hurting inside with every moment passing by. I don't wanna be here, i wanna live in my happy dreams. Where i'd like to be, is few months back. These dreams are haunting me like nightmares, it freaks me out cause i wake up smiling instead of screaming. Just why do i deserve all this hurt?
Date:
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Time:
8:05 PM
A little
whenever i'm sad, i smell the fragrance of the flowers i miss you, i touch your scent walking the distance, fleeting in the wind i feel as though i could touch your breath you know, you don't know my heart i miss you. i write a letter again plucking a petal of my shy heart i send it to you i smile. when it's hard, i smile. even though i'm alone, i'm happy though i have to watch you from far away, far away and you don't walk towards me one step do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little? you flow in my heart quietly like a dream suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart at the sound of your cheerful song my seemingly shy heart starts to thud lest should you see me like this i hide again gently i smile. even though i'm lonely, i smile i've done okay so far by myself though i look at your back figure without a word, without a word though i want to hold your soft hands do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little? you make memories in my heart like a star just a little, i want to lean on your warm shoulders and fall asleep this is probably destiny. it's probably love. could you know, this heart of mine? do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little? you flow in my heart quietly like a dream suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart just a little, i miss you just a little,but a little too much.
Date:
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Time:
4:35 AM
The heart seemed to do it somehow
even though i tell it not to go, even though i tell it to stop my heart keeps going towards you it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease why is my love like this one by one, i count and count the memories my heart can't rest for even a moment it'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control why can't i even throw them away really, my heart must have done something somehow i must have become a fool that's blind from love just one place, everyday one place looking at the sad light that is you even the tear glands must be broken my tears won't stop i love only you, only you can't you just tell me? even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out you're always far from me it'll be a love that becomes painful scars why can't i erase it i try to comfort myself with the lie that i'm happy if you just smile because the place you're going towards is not me, the lonely tears flow really, my heart must have done something somehow i must have gone crazy over this hard love can't have you, can't forget you waiting for you day by day i must have gotten ill from missing you so much, from loving you too much just one thing.. your heart, that one thing can't you just share it with me can't you love me no you cant no you cant
Date:
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Time:
10:55 PM
Because im stupid
Because i'm so foolish, i know only you you who are looking at someone else, you probably don't know my heart there is no me in your day, probably not even in your memories but i'm looking at only you as my tears continue to fall i'm happy with looking at your back figure though you still don't know my heart though at the end, you'll just brush past me the days that i miss you so much the days when it's too hard to bear the words "i love you" are dancing on my lips once again, alone, crying for you once again, alone, missing for you baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you there is no me in your day, probably not even in your memories but i'm looking at only you, making memories by myself to me, love is like a beautiful wound even though i see your pretty smile, i can't smile with you the days that i miss you so much the days when it's too hard to bear the words "i miss you" are dancing on my lips once again, alone, crying for you once again, alone, missing for you baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you bye bye, never say goodbye though i can't hold onto you i need you, i can't say anything else i want you, i'll wish and wish again the days that i miss you so much the days when it's too hard to bear the words "i love you" are dancing on my lips once again, alone, crying for you the days when you fill up my thoughts the days when my heart grows cold and i'm sad the words "i miss you" are dancing on my lips once again, alone, crying for you once again, alone, missing for you
Date:
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Time:
11:52 PM
Another day down
You speak in circles and it makes me wonder hard, about the things that i cant make out its meanings. People often die for things they cant have For me,its you
Date:
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Time:
6:26 PM
!@#$%^&*()(%#@dgte$@q$& swan you bloody loser isnt there something that can save me? |