Be A Good Kid & Shut Up


Date: Friday, May 11, 2007
Time: 9:36 PM

every minute that passed was a torture.
a minute felt like an hour.
the pain becomes more excruciating as time ticks away.
the rain drops that fell on my skin,
were like the tears that fell from my eyes.
heavy,long rain.
my fighting spirit grows weaker,
losing strength as well as my grip.
and i haven seen your smile for ages.
things turning in my mind like a whirlwind.
non-stop reminding me of times we had.
all the laughters and smiles seemed so cold now.
no longer heart warming.
in fact,its heartbreaking.
merely a lad who wanted be there all the time.
but being seen as something else.
i'm feeling the greatest regret in me.
if making a million apology helps,
you know i'd do whatever i can.
its sad,so sad that why cant we talk it over.
you left me in my tears and you wont save me anymore.
i wanna know how to make you happy.
if no more me makes you happy,
i'll be happy to be gone,just to see your smile.
so am i supposed to deserve this?
am i gonna be condemn forever?
i ruined things with my hands.

Now i know,love is a Sin.
i'm sorry.
I've Sinned,for loving you.