Be A Good Kid & Shut Up


Date: Friday, July 13, 2007
Time: 11:23 PM
13/07/07

its not the same anymore.
perhaps it never will,ever again.
in my heart i pray and pray,
for it to go back to what it used to be.
cant find anything to describe how much it means,
how much i do treasure and love.
but I'm living in a world of darkness.
everyday I'm thankful to still have it.
thankful that i still can smile in front of it.
but who knows,
deep down I'm drowning in my tears?
what am i left with
what's left in this tightly clenched fist
where will i be at next
what is ahead.
filled with all the uncertainties,
i feel like a lost soul.
in our hearts,
we know it so clearly.
does treasuring repays?
do we ready reap what we sow?

i'd like to tell it,
im treasuring
treasuring
treasuring
but no one sees it.

blow up my head with that pistol,
if you take it away.