You will never walk in my shoes

Date: Saturday, August 11, 2007

Time: 1:58 AM

11/08/07

im shutting off.
giving up.
all the fights i fought have gone to waste.
trying so hard yet all you do is NOTHING.
utter nothing but empty things to me.
everytime i spoke to you,
you seal it with silence.
questions rebounded back at me
now i see my importance in your eyes.
do i mean anything to you?
i am most vulnerable when im alone.
let me ask you
What you know abt me crying every night?!?!
What you know abt the pain i feel inside?!?!
What you know abt struggling with the fights?!?!
you do know something.
you sure do know how to toss me like a stone,
forgetting im a human,made of flesh and im weak.
IM TORN INTO PIECES
run away from my speakings.
ignore my cry for help.
Friend,you do not seek me but another for it.
i am enraged and aggrieved!!
when i was struggling,where were you?!
when im all alone crying in the night,where were you?!
when my world crashed,where the hell were you?!
you were stepping me down,giving me another kick.
Ol'friends,you take my speakings for bullshit.Do you?
carve this on my stone
"I lived my life full of tears and disappointment"
taking things easy is what you're gd at.isnt it?
then taking the guilt n my death wldnt be a problem.
my death is your greatest masterpiece.
YOU DON"T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH
take that last look at me before im gone too soon.
I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE PRETENDANCE AND IGNORANCE

Be A Good Kid & Shut Up
Yours Truly The name is Swan and I'm not short, just unusually not tall. Nothing in me but overflowing emotions that I can't handle. I AM UNIQUE. TheVentingMachine Exits Link Link Link Link Link Rewind January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Date: Saturday, August 11, 2007 Time: 1:58 AM 11/08/07 im shutting off. giving up. all the fights i fought have gone to waste. trying so hard yet all you do is NOTHING. utter nothing but empty things to me. everytime i spoke to you, you seal it with silence. questions rebounded back at me now i see my importance in your eyes. do i mean anything to you? i am most vulnerable when im alone. let me ask you What you know abt me crying every night?!?! What you know abt the pain i feel inside?!?! What you know abt struggling with the fights?!?! you do know something. you sure do know how to toss me like a stone, forgetting im a human,made of flesh and im weak. IM TORN INTO PIECES run away from my speakings. ignore my cry for help. Friend,you do not seek me but another for it. i am enraged and aggrieved!! when i was struggling,where were you?! when im all alone crying in the night,where were you?! when my world crashed,where the hell were you?! you were stepping me down,giving me another kick. Ol'friends,you take my speakings for bullshit.Do you? carve this on my stone "I lived my life full of tears and disappointment" taking things easy is what you're gd at.isnt it? then taking the guilt n my death wldnt be a problem. my death is your greatest masterpiece. YOU DON"T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH take that last look at me before im gone too soon. I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE PRETENDANCE AND IGNORANCE