You will never walk in my shoes

Date: Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Time: 5:02 PM

8/8/07

what naive thinking i had
thoughts of you kept coming to my head.
hoping wishing praying waiting
has all gone to waste.
if i meant something,
show it before im gone too far.
The care and concerns i badly need,
save it for someone else
you never intended to give.
drive me up the wall and to hands of depression
i dont mean a shit to you.
paranoid insecurity
what you know abt how i'm feeling.
there were words,
Only words.
but don't you know that actions speak louder than words
its time to make a choice.
i see so clearly
even my heart is drifting
something so dear to me is slipping.

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but i'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
Put me out of my misery
put me out of my
Fucking misery.

Pain from gastric is eating me from inside
wonderful pain that distracts
but leaves me yearning for concern
that none is bothered to give

Send me to the A&E.

Be A Good Kid & Shut Up
Yours Truly The name is Swan and I'm not short, just unusually not tall. Nothing in me but overflowing emotions that I can't handle. I AM UNIQUE. TheVentingMachine Exits Link Link Link Link Link Rewind January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Date: Wednesday, August 08, 2007 Time: 5:02 PM 8/8/07 what naive thinking i had thoughts of you kept coming to my head. hoping wishing praying waiting has all gone to waste. if i meant something, show it before im gone too far. The care and concerns i badly need, save it for someone else you never intended to give. drive me up the wall and to hands of depression i dont mean a shit to you. paranoid insecurity what you know abt how i'm feeling. there were words, Only words. but don't you know that actions speak louder than words its time to make a choice. i see so clearly even my heart is drifting something so dear to me is slipping. I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but i'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow, somewhere And no one cares Put me out of my misery put me out of my Fucking misery. Pain from gastric is eating me from inside wonderful pain that distracts but leaves me yearning for concern that none is bothered to give Send me to the A&E.