Be A Good Kid & Shut Up


Date: Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Time: 11:59 PM
12/9/07

wasnt feeling gd about everything.
problems and trouble piling up like tonnes of undone work.
well,even training sucks to me now.
was it the attendence,or my inability to perform?
less than a month left and look at us.
like a pile of loose sand.
everything around seems disappointing.
i dont know what i want.
i mean i know what i want but its so...
what is a basketballer who suck at basketball?
i suck at everything,seriously i do.
being a friend,basketball..name it,i suck.
did anyone know i love the smell of lemons?
anyone bothered if i had nightmares?
at this moment i dunno what im typing.
insanity is taking control over me.
agonizing pain i no longer feel,
what is pain when hurt is like eating rice?
i mean no nothing to you.

Should something happen to you,
tell me how should i live on?
what is a tripod with only 2 stands?
its only you left by my side to protect me.
Leave me not,forske not me.

"A friend is what the heart needs all the time."

should i say smoke is the new love?