You will never walk in my shoes

Date: Saturday, September 01, 2007

Time: 12:24 PM

1/9/07

will this eventually pass?
does time really wash that pain away?
but why do i feel worse as time pass?
as you grow older,life gets harder.
you wanna be simple,but life is too complicated.
so many things to learn,
life is pulling me down.
loads of anger,frustrations,saddness to vent.
nowhere to do,
so only way is to enjoy that pain chewing on my body.
feel the pain chew right into the bones,
see the blood flow like juicy tomato juice.
even so,i still have to be strong.
no choice,i have to
for the sake of Yew.
i will only die in your hands and u will take my revenge.
breaking down,pretending its okay has become a routine.
u proved pouring out is useless
i'll keep it in me once again.
perhaps my expectations of u is too high,
and you're not who my mind expected to be.
what a sweet 18 im going through

you broke the vase with your own hands
is this feeling called Disappointment?

Be A Good Kid & Shut Up
Yours Truly The name is Swan and I'm not short, just unusually not tall. Nothing in me but overflowing emotions that I can't handle. I AM UNIQUE. TheVentingMachine Exits Link Link Link Link Link Rewind January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Date: Saturday, September 01, 2007 Time: 12:24 PM 1/9/07 will this eventually pass? does time really wash that pain away? but why do i feel worse as time pass? as you grow older,life gets harder. you wanna be simple,but life is too complicated. so many things to learn, life is pulling me down. loads of anger,frustrations,saddness to vent. nowhere to do, so only way is to enjoy that pain chewing on my body. feel the pain chew right into the bones, see the blood flow like juicy tomato juice. even so,i still have to be strong. no choice,i have to for the sake of Yew. i will only die in your hands and u will take my revenge. breaking down,pretending its okay has become a routine. u proved pouring out is useless i'll keep it in me once again. perhaps my expectations of u is too high, and you're not who my mind expected to be. what a sweet 18 im going through you broke the vase with your own hands is this feeling called Disappointment?