You will never walk in my shoes

Date: Friday, December 21, 2007

Time: 3:09 AM

21/12/07

the heartache is killing me.
i will not survive,
i will not be fine,
i willl not be alright,
i will not carry on.
you are not me,
you are not sure of what exactly im going through.
i am not you,
i dont know how to not think about it.
You are everywhere
everywhere i am,there you'll be.
things thats happening may affect you the slightest bit,
but its like the world crumbling down on me.
Why is it always someone else but me?
i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to touch your heart.
i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to catch the right moment.
i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to love you.
i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to make us grow.
i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to build a time machine.
i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to understand you more.
Dear Santa,will you make me smarter?
to hear her talk abt them,it hurts so much.
like a bomb fall right onto my legs
i cant run,i cant die,i can only scream in pain.
you fight so much,in the end you are okay.
you end,but patch it up with hugs.
you say you dont love anymore,but you cant live without.
Happiness is not all abt seeing your love happy.
who sees the painful side where your love's happiness isnt you?
No matter how hard i fight,you still cant live without.
i am not good enough for her.i am too inferior
why why why
It cuts to know someone you cant live without
is unable to live without someone else.
Dont you get reminded of us?

I will tell you everything on my mind,
when you will think about it.
When my time is up,embrace me in your loving arms.

Be A Good Kid & Shut Up
Yours Truly The name is Swan and I'm not short, just unusually not tall. Nothing in me but overflowing emotions that I can't handle. I AM UNIQUE. TheVentingMachine Exits Link Link Link Link Link Rewind January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Date: Friday, December 21, 2007 Time: 3:09 AM 21/12/07 the heartache is killing me. i will not survive, i will not be fine, i willl not be alright, i will not carry on. you are not me, you are not sure of what exactly im going through. i am not you, i dont know how to not think about it. You are everywhere everywhere i am,there you'll be. things thats happening may affect you the slightest bit, but its like the world crumbling down on me. Why is it always someone else but me? i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to touch your heart. i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to catch the right moment. i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to love you. i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to make us grow. i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to build a time machine. i wish i was smarter,so i'd know how to understand you more. Dear Santa,will you make me smarter? to hear her talk abt them,it hurts so much. like a bomb fall right onto my legs i cant run,i cant die,i can only scream in pain. you fight so much,in the end you are okay. you end,but patch it up with hugs. you say you dont love anymore,but you cant live without. Happiness is not all abt seeing your love happy. who sees the painful side where your love's happiness isnt you? No matter how hard i fight,you still cant live without. i am not good enough for her.i am too inferior why why why It cuts to know someone you cant live without is unable to live without someone else. Dont you get reminded of us? I will tell you everything on my mind, when you will think about it. When my time is up,embrace me in your loving arms.