Be A Good Kid & Shut Up


Date: Sunday, December 30, 2007
Time: 7:11 PM
30/12/07

its breaking to have someone you cant live without,
not able to live without someone else.
But love is such a funny thing.
even when it cuts so so deep,you still wanna go into it.
Because you love,because you like someone.
you wanna be there till the end,
to be there despite the pain or anything else
just to be in love with someone,
To wait for the right time and make things happen.
stable love builds over time.
or maybe not

I nv meant something to you,
or you never liked me to start with.
Does that explains why we cant be in love?
im going through hell thinking abt you with someone else,
bearing all the pain to see your smile.
Times when i breakdown so badly,on the verge of dying,
standing by the road wanting to dash out and die,
which of these times when i almost died did you see?
i told you i cant survive. i really cant
If its not for them,i would have died.
will you only believe that i cant survive upon seeing my dead body?
I wish we see the things each other goes through.
i wish i knew how to do big things for you instead of small lil ones,
so small that we often overlooked them.
Does everything i do mean anything to you?

will you think of me when im gone far away?
i yearn to be embraced in your loving arms