| Be A Good Kid & Shut Up | ||
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Date:
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Time:
3:48 AM
21/8/08
Tons of things happened during these times. From having love to losing it From having friends to shutting myself away from them. I guess that is how the disaster in my life happened. Cause of shutting myself away from friends, it made me revolve myself around love and love only, putting all i had and wanted in love. Only to find that i used the wrong side of me to be in love, and thus the downfall begins... From not feeling taken care of,to dating a kid, to not able to give me attention you need,to not giving enough understanding, till our love drift,till i dont love you anymore. -Said she After reading blogs and posts about me do i realize my mistake. The very one that i made on my birthday that got me this ending. I've lost love as well as friends/buddies Im so caught up with handling love that i neglected friends. The very mistake that i made, causing me to revolve ard love only got me here today. What i have left of this game,nothing You may mock at my foolishness and resent my decisions, but all i have to say for now is " Im sorry " Sorry that i walked away Sorry that you have no more crazyfren Sorry that you have no bangala Sorry that you have no more chip Sorry you have no more madness Sorry you have no more emo girl, but im very emo now. Sorry you have no 4sin outing Sorry you have no madness gathering Sorry you have no more sunday lunch Sorry you have no more kolar bear hugs Sorry you have no more jia you crazyfren Sorry you have no more si fei de Sorry you have no more bananas Sorry you have no more shua pi qi ah Sorry you have no more ni shi huai ren Sorry you have no more this and that you used to have Sorry i walked out on you guys, and i have my karma now. Believe or not yes karma is on me now i've lost everything including love, Cause i walked out and pinned everything to love unknowingly If i had realise it earlier,it wouldnt have been this way. Sorry for everything everything everything Sorry to my innocent love: Im sorry girl that i pinned my everything on you Sorry that i suffocated you with my childish-ness Sorry for not taking care of you Sorry you had to take care of me instead Sorry for demanding friends attention from you as well Sorry for not being understanding towards you Sorry for being such a spoilt brat Sorry for not meeting your expectations of me Sorry im not good enough for you Sorry for being immature Sorry for revolving myself around you only Sorry for our love that drifted Sorry that you dont love me anymore Sorry its all my fault Sorry i cant see you as a friend Sorry i cant help doing things for you Sorry i cant help thinking abt what we went through Sorry i cant help thinking abt you Sorry i cant help wanting to see you Sorry i cant give you all you need Sorry i cant forget your smile Sorry i cant forget your hug Sorry i cant forget your words to me Sorry i cant forget places we went Sorry i cant forget what we ate Sorry i cant forget things we said Sorry i cant forget my promises to you Sorry i cant forget you,my love Sorry i cant forget 16July the day i tried Sorry i cant forget how we met Sorry i cant forget how we started Sorry i cant forget the late night car chats Sorry i cant forget the car rides Sorry i cant forget the way you call me Sorry i cant forget the way you whine Sorry i cant forget the way you cry Sorry i cant forget the way you laugh Sorry i cant forget the way you bright up my day Sorry i cant forget your angry fierce face Sorry i cant forget the things you did for me Sorry i cant forget the very day you sent me to sch Sorry i cant forget the very day you cook for me Sorry i cant forget your delicious ai xin meesua Sorry i cant forget your likes and dislikes Sorry i cant forget you love apples Sorry i cant forget the way you eat and drink Sorry i cant forget the silly faces you show me Sorry i cant forget you comforting me on my birthday Sorry i cant forget the nights we hug to sleep at camp Sorry i cant forget how you said i look like stitch Sorry i cant forget how i was falling in love with you each day Sorry i cant forget how you say you miss me Sorry i cant forget how you say you love me Sorry i cant forget how important you are to me Sorry i cant forget how i called you ling Sorry i cant stop crying and crying Sorry to tire you out with stupid issuses Sorry i cant forget the things abt you and me I'm sorry that i cant convince you to try again Ling,im so so sorry for pinning my expectations of frens on you, stressing you out and let our love die just like that. Ling,im sorry! Ling i miss you :( What do i got to do? |
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