You will never walk in my shoes

Be A Good Kid & Shut Up

The name is Swan and I'm not short, just unusually not tall. Nothing in me but overflowing emotions that I can't handle. I AM UNIQUE.

Date: Sunday, November 30, 2008

Time: 10:46 PM

Gone haywire

Sometimes I try to hide,
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out,
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth,
I'm just a little too not over you.

I've seen what Love does.
It makes me expect and leads me to disappointment.
Darn this Love.

Cause Love is not meant to be shared.

Date: Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Time: 9:08 PM

Delusions

Great disappointment filled me in.
I thought I was able to see you longer than that,
but it turned out the other way round.
There is so much I want to rant,
but it doesnt matter cause it wont change a thing.
Nothing about me matters.
You see,I cant convince myself you feel for me.
Because you dont make me feel that way.
Because soemtimes I'm disappointed too much.
Because you're mine NOT.

Its the things I'd do for you,but not the other way round.

Date: Saturday, November 22, 2008

Time: 10:21 PM

To love or be loved?

I risk my everything and put my fragile heart at stake.
Blinded by the love thats set to pierce me through,
I only see the lovely side of you.
Should have known not to set my foot in,
Should have kept my cool but its too late to retreat.
If your heart's not in it

This is not love my girl,
You just enjoy my company and attention.

Date: Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Time: 8:21 PM

Love makes you obsessive

I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up,
And I'm aggressive, with just one thought up close enough.
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you .
I'm the question and you're of course the answer.

Popped by hospital for my MissEmo ytd.
I've nv seen her so lifeless before and it pains to see it :(
Hope she'll feeling better already
GET WELL SOON EMO,i miss your emo shit in class.

It's wearing me out, its tearing me apart
But it makes me coming back for more

Date: Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Time: 12:51 PM

What lies ahead

ITESC over but there's still a league going on.
What is it gonna be like after league?
Few more months and we're graduating,
what lies ahead of this winding road?

Everyone saying this but i believe that.
Because this is too unbelievable,
although i wished this was true but that is more real.
Why bring myself high up and let you drop me down.
It's wearing me out

Be A Good Kid & Shut Up
Yours Truly The name is Swan and I'm not short, just unusually not tall. Nothing in me but overflowing emotions that I can't handle. I AM UNIQUE. TheVentingMachine Exits Link Link Link Link Link Rewind January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 Credits Host: Blogger Layout © the bikini boy	Date: Sunday, November 30, 2008 Time: 10:46 PM Gone haywire Sometimes I try to hide, What I feel inside. And I turn around, You're with him now. I just can't figure it out, Tell me why you're so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth, I'm just a little too not over you. I've seen what Love does. It makes me expect and leads me to disappointment. Darn this Love. Cause Love is not meant to be shared. Date: Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Time: 9:08 PM Delusions Great disappointment filled me in. I thought I was able to see you longer than that, but it turned out the other way round. There is so much I want to rant, but it doesnt matter cause it wont change a thing. Nothing about me matters. You see,I cant convince myself you feel for me. Because you dont make me feel that way. Because soemtimes I'm disappointed too much. Because you're mine NOT. Its the things I'd do for you,but not the other way round. Date: Saturday, November 22, 2008 Time: 10:21 PM To love or be loved? I risk my everything and put my fragile heart at stake. Blinded by the love thats set to pierce me through, I only see the lovely side of you. Should have known not to set my foot in, Should have kept my cool but its too late to retreat. If your heart's not in it This is not love my girl, You just enjoy my company and attention. Date: Tuesday, November 18, 2008 Time: 8:21 PM Love makes you obsessive I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up, And I'm aggressive, with just one thought up close enough. You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue 'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you . I'm the question and you're of course the answer. Popped by hospital for my MissEmo ytd. I've nv seen her so lifeless before and it pains to see it :( Hope she'll feeling better already GET WELL SOON EMO,i miss your emo shit in class. It's wearing me out, its tearing me apart But it makes me coming back for more Date: Wednesday, November 12, 2008 Time: 12:51 PM What lies ahead ITESC over but there's still a league going on. What is it gonna be like after league? Few more months and we're graduating, what lies ahead of this winding road? Everyone saying this but i believe that. Because this is too unbelievable, although i wished this was true but that is more real. Why bring myself high up and let you drop me down. It's wearing me out